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These dark thoughts permeate my mind. Death and what comes after. Weighing heavily on my consciousness, this idea is hard to escape. As I see those wither around me I can only dwell on what may never or always will be. Nothingness. I'm not sure if I'm looking for solace in an answer For the afterlife, or Something more... Saturated in loneliness And the alcohol to suppress Numbing thoughts that run through my mind Only exemplified by my actions and reactions to the state of undeniable truth: "Everyone leaves, and everything dies." I use this as a crutch to escape thoughts of the inevitable. I use this as an escape from the crushing fee

Take on the world again I'm already gone in my head Living out of these boxes I'll never feel at home again I'm fighting through these sleepless nights My hazy thoughts and darkened skies Pull me closer to a feeling, A feeling I can't explain Good things will come my way Good things come to those who wait So I'm expecting greatness So I'm expecting greatness I need something closer to relate to Staying awake just long enough to forget The words I hear behind my mask Keeping me here just close enough to regret This feeling I can't ignore I see everyone around me leaving for that door For the dreams they all want and I'm left behind Knowing